lost

at 3:15am this morning,we lost our baby
:(

rase bengang dgn diri sendiri

cbhnfjfhmhgh

cantek x?

cantek x kasut baru saya?

picture from here
bought this baby at bandung.

although rase cam pelik sket jalan in flats,tapi redahkan jugak beli neh.
dahla pink,tak penah2 beli kasut kaler pink.
heee~

nak beli kasut neh pn sedikit mencabar.
you can refer to my sis's blog

gonna miss you so...

;(

mood yang tidak berapa betul petang tadi.
singgah di jusco equine untuk menghiburkan hati.
end up terbeli ini.

masalahnya,terhiburkah hati?

love you till the end

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end

I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you 'till the end

i dunno what shud i feel at this moment.
:(

ohhhh....

adalah menjengkelkan bila mud berblog sudah datang tapi gamba tak boleh diupload.
terus mud dah hilang.
sekian apdet pendek dari saya.

lalalalalalalala.
i am so happy
:)

which one eh?

saya sudah confuse.
according to this ticker,

am 12 weeks pregnant.


mak keliru..

bole plak different ticker bg different result eyh?
tapi remaining days bole same plak tuh.
rasenye kene tunggu appointment ngn doc la baru dpt tau exact weeks kot.
hurrrmmm...

me at 9 weeks pregnant

is this how a 9 weeks pregnant mommy should look like?
terasa diri ini sangat cepat membesar.adoyaii...
tetiap malam mengadu over the fon wif yayang.
baru je nk hepi2 kurus after kawen arituh,skang tidak lagi.
hubby on the other hand,always remind me that im not fat,im just pregnant.
well,susahnnyee nk iyekan ape yg die cakap tuh.
bcoz i ate a lott kot.
hoho.
i am so gonna be huge,big,round.
hoh!
tapi if untuk kebaikan baby,
saye terime.
demimu,anakku...:)

benci tengok muka sendiri.
penuh dengan jerawat.!
arghhh!!!

^-^

esok genap seminggu x jumpe encek husband.
minggu depan genap dua minggu.
dua minggu lagi?
ehhhhh...insya Allah we will not have this long distance relationship anymore.
excited but afraid.
lima bulan ,tempoh yg agak lama.
sudah terbiasa berjauhan and berjumpa sekali sekala sahaja.
ape perasaan bila hari hari jumpa ek?
sudah dua tahun perasaan jumpa hari hari tu hilang.
sekarang takut x dapat nk menyesuaikan diri plak.
but im looking forward to it.
barula nak feel jadi suami isteri bile dah duduk sebumbung hari hari,ye dak?
:)
but cant help feeling worried a bit.
mood saya di kala pregnant adelah unpredictable.
kesian yayang,asyik kena marah.
suka sangat saya cari kesalahan dia,n we fight through d fon almost everyday.
:(
but i guess being away tu lah yang buatkan saya sgt cranky all the time.
saya harap saya dapat tebus balik mood2 x elok saya bila saya ade dekat ngan awak.

hoh,
tetibe luahan perasaan plak memalam ujan sejuk begini.
padahal baru je cakap blog ni annoying.
kan saya da cakap,saya ni unpredictable.
but hopefully it for temporary period only.

booochakkk!!!

booo!!!



p/s: tgh mencari mud tuk mengapdet.siries blog ini maken menjengkelkan!